As I lay here and thinkAs I sit here I let my thoughts rain down upon me like bullets.As I lay here and think
"Everything happens for a reason." "Well yes and no" "What do you mean?" "Well fate is not set...its more like a guideline." "My guideline leads me in circles..." "Some stay the path and some shatter it." "What happens to those who shatter it?" "They make their own path...and some die. The travelers are those who dare to take that chance." "If I choose to be a traveler...will I die as well?" "That is for you to decide. If the path you choose leads you to death do not fret. Death is not always the end." "What
LustLustLust
What is lust? A false feeling often confused for love It's like a firework it soars high into the sky at its peak it explodes into a beautiful flower and all that's left are the smoldering ashes What is lust? It's a demon with a lovely mask with a dagger hidden behind its back. When everything feels so right so comfortable and safe you look away and it strikes with a dagger called reality and you realize it was all just a beautiful illusion As you lie bleeding on the floor you wonder why it had to happen that way. &nbs
MasksMasksMasks
Is this me? The thought rings in my head. I grasp the edge of the mask and struggle with all my might. With a sickening snap it falls to the ground and shatters. One more down how many more to go? When will I find the real me? I see others wear them proudly. Too afraid to be themselves. Too afraid to change and peel away the masks. Every day another down, every day they hate me more. I often wonder though is the real me something I want? What if he's horrible? But then I remember the masks need to go. Look
The ExplanationTo you who I care about In every way To you who I think about Night and day.The Explanation
Dont worry. Clear your mind. Just take a deep breath, Everything is fine.
Your hands may shake And your soul may hurt. But breath....for this is all I know how to say
For days I wondered For years I wished To know if I mattered To brood about the unfixed.
Broken, Broken in two
By a person who could never compare to you.
You wonder, You stress, If you're good enough for me.
Well then let me answer... &
ThankyouThere was a time And at moments there still is that I wasn't happy.Thankyou
But you changed it all for me. Everyday you were there, Being so lovable, being so sweet.
When I had tears to shed You made me happy By listening and being there for me.
There was a time That I thought I didn't matter That I meant absolutly nothing.
But I realized through it all You were there To show that you cared.
You gave me reason to feel good And to look forward to everyday. So now instead of hating things
I make the
Just OnceJust once Or maybe more I'd like a moment That I would love to remember..Just Once
Just once, just once I'd love to have that One-special- moment...
maybe I'll keep dreaming for as long as I can live
My heart beats but not as it should It beats for emotions that I lack And the people that I need
Don't leave me, dont hurt me And especially dont ignore me.
I thrive on good And die When people hate
Delicate as a rose but Not as beautiful All alone like the last one
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You think I'm yucky?
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